Okay its been a while.

So I kinda told a story...the last post was 5 months ago! Wow- Mississippi winter has come and gone and I'm still here.

Let's see not that much has changed since October. I'm very happy and focused on the future and growing to what God wants for me. I want and will do my best to start school back this fall. I KNOW that I belong in nursing- its just a matter of getting my behind back in class and getting over that fear of going. I KNOW that if I'ld just pick up the phone and make a call to an advisor I'ld be there........just pray that I build that courage soon.

I've made a change in my personal life: I'm no longer serial dating. I FINALLY listened to my guy friends that told me I was making excuses not to seriously date anyone. Yeah- the same guys who told me I was too afraid of getting hurt and I was playing life safely. As Ron kept trying to drill in my head I was missing out because "Life is not a destination, its a journey." (See Ron- I really did listen to you) The guy I'm seeing now is literally amazing. His heart is huge and everything he does shows it. He's great with the kids, fixes things around the house, cooks, and seems to take a pride for spoiling me. Not sure what makes me special to him BUT I'm very happy and blessed right now.

Okay now on to the kids. Jack's starting to give me a run for my money. Seriously at five he's started backtalking. I will say Jake is surprising me with his desire to help and discipline. Speaking of giving my ex husband credit. Jake has also started taking Jack to t-ball practice. In fact, Jack had his first game on Tuesday night. Jack's making stellar advances in his speech and overall learning ability.

Lexi is becoming more and more of a princess everyday. She's super smart and uses it for her advantage. She's also got no doubts that she's the prettiest girl ever. Lexi will literally come to me and tell me that she needs her nails polished. She's started going to closet in the morning with me and pointing to the clothes, she wants to wear. I can honestly say I see DIVA in this little girl's future.

Well I want to update this often but so far my track record hasn't been great. Anyone want to take bets on when this is updated again?